My Light, My Destroyer
Studio album by Cassandra Jenkins
Released	July 12, 2024 (2024-07-12)
Genre	Pop
Length	36:53
Language	English
Label	Dead Oceans
Producer	Andrew Lappin
Cassandra Jenkins chronology
(An Overview On) An Overview on Phenomenal Nature (2021) My Light, My Destroyer (2024)

My Light, My Destroyer is the third studio album by American pop musician Cassandra Jenkins. It is her first release on Dead Oceans ^[2] and has received positive reviews from critics who have praised her songwriting, evolution as a musician from her previous work, and the cosmic themes on the songs, written with a metaphorical overview effect that discusses personal emotions. ^[3]

Editors at AnyDecentMusic? scored this release an 8.3 out of 10, aggregating 19 reviews. ^[4] According to the review aggregator Metacritic, My Light, My Destroyer received "universal acclaim" based on a weighted average score of 89 out of 100 from 17 critic scores. ^[5]

Editors at AllMusic rated this album 4.5 out of 5 stars, with critic Timothy Monger writing "although more experimental and stylistically varied, My Light, My Destroyer plays like an emotional sequel to" 2021 release An Overview on Phenomenal Nature by "exploring similar human themes from different angles" along with "plenty of sonic variance throughout the set with intriguing field-recorded interludes and instrumentals". ^[6] At BrooklynVegan, Andrew Sacher wrote that in spite of the anticipation built up from her last album, "it sounds to me like Cassandra isn't letting any of the hype and fame get to her; My Light, My Destroyer is a worthy followup from an artist who’s seemingly keeping her head down and continuing to explore her own musical universe". ^[7] John Williamson of Clash Music scored this release an 8 out of 10 for combining various musical elements to make a collection that is "both deadly serious and funny, but always habitable". ^[8] Exclaim!'s Eric Hill gave this work an 7 out of 10, writing that it "opens an interrogation of subtle differences between guise and disguise" as Jenkins is "casting around for meanings hidden in both the far flung cosmos and micro momentary". ^[9] Sandra Song of The Fader called this "an album that’s constantly in flux, with Jenkins dissecting loneliness and connection through cross-genre experimentation and the type of inner thoughts collected from some late-night existential crisis". ^[10] Alexis Petridis of The Guardian named this the Album of the Week and scored it 4 out of 5 stars, calling it "an album so thick with sadness and seclusion [that] is remarkably easy listening", praising the arrangements in particular. ^[11]

John Amen of The Line of Best Fit scored the album 9 out of 10, concluding, "[Jenkins] explores themes that have been relevant at least since the advent of the Cognitive Revolution 30,000-plus years ago — creation, destruction, ecstasy, transcendence — yet does so in her own contemporary, refreshing, and utterly commanding way". ^[12] Sam Walton of Loud and Quiet gave this work a 10 out of 10, calling it "a collection of songs that hasn’t been willed into existence by a pressured musician, but rather one that’s been encountered in the process of diligent exploration and then nurtured to maturity" with songs that "are confident but never flashy, comforting but never bland, and, throughout, quietly riveting" and remind him of The Blue Nile, Radiohead, and Wilco. ^[13] In Mojo, Jim Wirth gave this album 4 out of 5 stars, characterizing it as "jewel-sparkly and gently devastating" and compared this work to Skylarking by XTC and Judee Sill. ^[14] John Murphy of musicOMH scored this release 5 out of 5 stars, stating that it "feels like a huge step forward for Jenkins" to move past her earlier dream pop work and that "there's a quiet power in the unobtrusive nature of these songs that are destined to salve your soul in troubled times". ^[15]

In a profile for The New York Times, Grayson Haver Currin characterized My Light, My Destroyer as Jenkins' "subtle and sprawling third album, out Friday, on which field-recorded collages abut jangling rockers and diaphanous ballads". ^[16] Editors at Paste made this a Paste Pick and critic Hayden Merrick scored it an 8.8 out of 10 for having "affecting, comprehensive songs that template a spiritually healthy existence", using space imagery in the lyrics as a "gateway to inspiration and perspective". ^[17] Editors at Pitchfork Media scored this release 8.0 out of 10 and critic Phillip Sherburne called this music "smoldering, sophisticated songs [that] get a little more cosmic while retaining their characteristic wit and charm" in an album "peppered with... dazzling images and unexpected counterpoints". ^[18] Writing for PopMatters, Peter Thomas Webb scored this release an 8 out of 10, noting "cosmic meditations" and "dark Americana [that] frames stark fatalism" in the music. ^[19]

The Skinny's Noah Barker gave this album 5 out of 5 stars, stating that "the record [displays] that grief and anticipatory awe can exist as a singular emotion, in a blip on the cosmic scale; the overwhelming ego death of human self-importance and the perfect realisation of its own in-spite beauty, that love and death are on the same spectrum. What a world we live in where a stranger can be your light and your shadow, one often because of the other. We meander like the rock beneath our feet, hurtling without trajectory, but enraptured by invented, triumphant purpose, simply because there’s nothing more perfect to do than love and die." ^[20] In Slant Magazine, Jeromy Winograd rated this work 4 out of 5 stars for including music that has a "unique pop alchemy, carefully balancing world-weariness and euphoria" that shows that "beauty can be found anywhere if you're willing to look for it". ^[21] In Spin, Madelyn Dawson wrote that "one of the more surprising things about My Light, My Destroyer is just how much fun it has" and that "it’s not afraid to be unserious, even despite its gravity". ^[22] Sunnyvale of Sputnikmusic scored My Light, My Destroyer a 4.0 out of 5, calling it "a very, very, very good album" with the minor criticism that it is unfocused, but the "unwieldiness" of the music still results in "an absolutely gorgeous record". ^[23] Editors at Stereogum chose this for Album of the Week and critic Chris DeVille praised Jenkins' ability to slowly unfold cosmic themes while discussing personal emotions, continuing that "in Jenkins' music, even the darkest moments are accented by the sense that comedy, beauty, and inspiration are always lurking". ^[24]

Laura Barton of Uncut scored My Light, My Destroyer 4.5 out of 5 stars for balancing feelings of despair with "a fresh sense of hope" that confirms that Jenkins' previous music "no fluke" and this puts Jenkins in the company of songwriters such as Laurie Anderson, Aimee Mann, and Tom Petty. ^[25] In Under the Radar, Andy Von Pip gave this release 8.5 out of 10 stars, writing that "Jenkins' gentle, mellifluous vocals cast a spell throughout, conveying a sense of beauty and wonder amidst the album’s inherent contrasts". ^[26] Writing for Variety, Jem Aswad called this "such a leap forward that it vaults [Jenkins] into a whole different league" of musician for being "musically multi-dimensional and features intriguing arrangements" and "one of the best albums of the year so far". ^[27]

All music and lyrics by Cassandra Jenkins, except where noted.

1. "Devotion" – 3:56
2. "Clams Casino" (music: C. Jenkins and Andrew Lappin) – 3:27
3. "Delphinium Blue" – 3:38
4. "Shatner’s Theme" – 0:44
5. "Aurora, IL" – 3:37
6. "Betelgeuse" – 2:54
7. "Omakase" (music: C. Jenkins and Josh Kaufman) – 4:45
8. "Music??" – 0:11
9. "Petco" (lyrics and music: Ian Davis and C. Jenkins) – 3:03
10. "Attente Téléphonique" (music: Josh Kaufman, lyrics: C. Jenkins and Matice Maino) – 1:32
11. "Tape and Tissue" (lyrics and music: C. Jenkins and Lappin) – 4:23
12. "Only One" (lyrics: C. Jenkins and Stephanie Marziano) – 3:09
13. "Hayley" (music: C. Jenkins and Reid Jenkins) – 1:33

Deluxe edition bonus disc

1. "It's Cassandra" (C. Jenkins) – 1:11
2. "Hailey, Hayley (Only One)" (music: C. Jenkins and R. Jenkins, lyrics and vocal melody: C. Jenkins) – 4:02
3. "Shatner's Redux" (C. Jenkins) – 2:51
4. " Stardust" ( Hoagy Carmichael) – 6:44
5. "Oh, Enough!" (C. Jenkins) – 0:38

This was the first album of Jenkins' to chart in the United Kingdom. ^[28]

• 2024 in American music
• List of 2024 albums

• My Light, My Destroyer at Discogs (list of releases)
• My Light, My Destroyer at MusicBrainz (list of releases)
• Interview in Atwood Magazine
• Interview in Our Culture
• Page from Dead Oceans